Cant put my finger on it....

its ME BLITCHESSS l0l ;-)



whats good blogspot..im back for a minute. I was gonna wait and just redo my whole blog site, but lately my friends been asking me when Imma blog again. So i decided why not start now while I'm at work.

ALOTTA shits been happening to me..both good and bad. Oct 6th 2009 I lost the biggest rolemodel and bestfriend I'll EVER have known in this life time. My father, Mr. Gary L. Chester. Those who have been followin me KNOW my father was/is my heart. I wont lie to you, when my father died so did a HUGE part of me, a part of me that has left me numb, angry, short tempered and ready to take on the world. I know its gonna be a slow process but I'll never forget or heal from sucha great lost. Lotta ppl been gaining the balls to put their mouths on my lost, some say im stuck in my sadness by choice and that my father wouldnt want me to be down, others say I'm using it for attention. HA...i laugh and say FUCK YOU, until you have lost a parent or have walked in my shoes, or had a father as great as mine...STFU..i swear next person comes at me wrong imma kill em, I plan on NEVER letting anyone talk bad about my daddy I'd kill for him as if he still had breath in his body. so WATCH IT..


A big up for me this year, to make matters some what better is that I made the Dean;s list, man that was a good feeling...cant promise I'll be on it this semester but hey, it is what it is...



I've seen alotta flaky ppl this year, lotta people losing their identity to fit in to a weak ass clique or a lame as group...lotta ppl hoeing the ppl who been there for them no matter what for ppl who use em everyday. Guess ass kissin is the new "HELLO" round these parts. Lotta niggas slinging this word petty like they wrote the definition to it. I just sit back and observe. WTF is a friend anymore....?? I'm lost on it...then you got the ppl who love to front page yo biz but put they shit in the glossary of a situation. EVERYBODY so quick to yap about what the next man doing...

if im not mistaken dont we call those people gossipers...naw more like dickriders...YEAH i said it... I'm tired of ppl PERIOD.. i been ready to slap a hand full of ppl and IDK if its the anger bottled up inside of me from losin my dad or maybe I just flat out dont like the ppl who I've faced this bullshit with.

IDK...i cant put my finger on it but I KNOW this, aint shit stoppin my show, so all the #sneakdissin, #asskissin, #lies, #bullshitters, #fakeasses, #bitches, #niggas, #sisters, #brothers... ETC


I got that mean me no good....do me a favor... walk down the ramp of 94..west or east and G0 PLAY IN TRAFFIC, u ppl have no purpose in life and damn sure not in mine. My attitude is virgin...IDGAF... dont believe me, check for the kid round campus, at work or just in the streets. My success shines brighter than this shit ya.ll throwing on my name, so hate on....hate on


welp its finals week so I'm done for now....lata gatas xoxo