I can give you 25 reasons why im REALLY in love w/u..

Normally you ask a person what their qualities are that they hold and they run down the same ole bs...BLAH BLAH...BLAH..im faithful..im god fearing..i have 1o fingers all that its nice and all..but whats the REAL things u have about urself that no one knows about...most ppl hide em or brush em off b/c they aren't what ppl wanna here...well NOT ME...heres all 25 of my RANDOM facts:

1. I just recently (past year) fell in love with my middle name. FRANCHESCA.

2. I dont have a good relationship with my mother.

3. I am the FIRST female in my immediate family to attend a 4 year college and make the dean's list.

3. I have ugly feet and i HATE feet period..I only wear them out UNLESS they are done and in a polish i can work with..( hey all beautiful girls have a flaw..#DEALwithIT)

4. I am really dumb in math 

5. sometimes I wish I was pregnant l0l dont judge me i love children ALOT.

6. Idk how to cross the street...and im damn near 22 yrs old.

7. I cannot sing not whistle AT all but I sing my ass off like Im monica or Beyonce'

8. I have 3 tattoos that I adore and want more.

9. i wanna get married and soon..

10. I hate when ppl lie to me..it makes me angry and wanna kill em..like really do em bad.

11. I miss 3 guys who were important to me once upon a time in my life..and YES i'll state names.. and I miss ya in THIS order 1. Chris 2. Erik 3 Brandon...just cuz i miss ya dont mean I need ya.thats the DIFFERENCE...sorry if i got ya penis hard with this thinking you still have a chance..im no longer in love.

12. My father was my heart and I miss him more now that he's gone than when he was miles away...I still have not come to grips with the fact that he's gone...and I take it harder than most see.

13. I HATE when guys tell girls they dont like to know that they fart..burp or shit...get over urself we are human and YES we do it...dummies...

14. I plan on marrying outside of my race and have kids with a man who can give me Mike Jackson's children l0l...no really...im serious 

15. I think masturbation is NOT illegal and i love when my friends are honest about it..i love to laugh at em...

16. I often wanna be pretty as Aaliyah...may she R.I.P 

17. I wish I had a ass that stopped traffic ;-)  LITERALLY 

18. I am determined to get Trey SongZ pregnant 

19. ppl say im gay b/c I hang with gay girls and guys and b/c my bestfriends and cousin is gay...hmmm think on.. idc... worry u little head on...cuz me and my rainbow peeps..LOVE U REGARDLESS ..shows what kinda "christian" you are..

20. #FACT my metro is the coolest shit under the sun and its killin ALL iPHONES AND CRACKBERRY'S

21. i secretly believe that I am a member of Kappa Alpha Psi..even though I'm a girl...I think they are really cool as a organization in general all across the board..and I love to shimmey...in fact i think I can do it better than some of them hahaha!!! 

22. For the past 3 1/2 years I've been told that I favor Gabrielle Union & I blush EVERYTIME i hear it..and as of last year i get a new addition every year...i'VE BEEN told i look like Jenna from college hill interns and RECENTLY Michelle 0bama...

23. I feel the sexiest when Im not tryin hard... just sweat pants.. tee shirt and my hair all over my head... when i take pix i try hard lol but the natural ones are the ones..i fall in love wit 

24. I hate crossing my legs in a skirt..so I wear pants so I can sit like a boy.

25 I often find myself keeping to myself or becoming closer with other ppl's family

b/c Some of my family REALLY bother me..lookin down on others, their attitude problems and not being easy to talk to, holding grudges are some shit that WE do good and we do it on eachother which is bad...I got fam I aint talked to in months b/c they have fucked up outlooks on life and want to live mine for me...not gonna happen .i have and attitude too but its quick to adjust and I just think its hard for us to talk b/c everyone is so strong minded..thats when I go in my 0WN little corner.!! my friends familes are my familes so when I fall out with friends i have no family...

  

BONUS: 26: my nephew Connor is the BEST thing in my life since my dad and he's only 1...i love my love bug hes my bestfriend and i tell him my problems...really i do 

quote of the day: DONT FAKE THE FUNK...LIVE IT UP

Just wanna see u smile...

I want the world to smile...weird i know. I sound like Dr.MLK or Maya Angelou. I did some riding the other day and  took a good look at the people around me. Dialysis patients and they reminded me of what my father went through. Its amazing how something so helpful can be so painful and harmful to a person. I watched these ppl go in this Davita building so bright and come out six hours later so dark. Then I thought about those six hrs they spend on a machine and how they sit there with tubes in their veins running their blood inside and out...inside and out for hrs while im, sleeping. shopping, on my mac, watchin cable, laughin with my friends, texting my friends, eating home cooked meals, etc then I thought about what they may go home to...when my aunt drops them off I NEVER know whats behind that door bell I just rang for them to come out...then my father crosses my mind... at 4:35 AM when Im up with her driving the silent streets of westland. I wonder why he had to endure something so meaningless yet so meaningful. And it comes to me...for #LIFE, which is something WE as ppl take so much for granted, I often go to sleep with out saying my prayers and some pray to the Lord that their love one makes it to see another day. I complain alot due to being so tired with my situations and never think twice to pray for the person whos in the same pot as me or maybe even worse off... I say all this to say, even though I go through what I go through  I just wanna see smiles on ppls faces even if I cant put one on myself due to lounging in my own problems...

I talked to my bestfriend today and she called crying about some unneeded BS...I wont get into details b/c shes a person who likes her problems to be btwn her the man above and the person she shared em with...she was hysterical about some bullshit that didnt even have to happen..Shes sucha sweet person with a beautiful spirit and it hurts me to see ppl like that deal with dumb ass ppl who dont deserve them or use them....shes so hurt and I feel so bad for her. We are like glue so it feels weird that Im able to sit here and blog about her problems b/c a phone call is not good enough to calm her....I just wanna see her smile.

I thank the few I have who have tried their hardest to make sure my dimples continue to show, my smile has been somewhat bright since I changed the company I keep...I thank you...

welp until next time....im outtie...but I may give ya two blogs tonite...im just in that kinda mood.

QUOTE OF THE DAY: you gossip about me b/c im different & i laugh @ Y0U b/c u all are the same... (frm urs truly) xoxox 

Cant put my finger on it....

its ME BLITCHESSS l0l ;-)



whats good blogspot..im back for a minute. I was gonna wait and just redo my whole blog site, but lately my friends been asking me when Imma blog again. So i decided why not start now while I'm at work.

ALOTTA shits been happening to me..both good and bad. Oct 6th 2009 I lost the biggest rolemodel and bestfriend I'll EVER have known in this life time. My father, Mr. Gary L. Chester. Those who have been followin me KNOW my father was/is my heart. I wont lie to you, when my father died so did a HUGE part of me, a part of me that has left me numb, angry, short tempered and ready to take on the world. I know its gonna be a slow process but I'll never forget or heal from sucha great lost. Lotta ppl been gaining the balls to put their mouths on my lost, some say im stuck in my sadness by choice and that my father wouldnt want me to be down, others say I'm using it for attention. HA...i laugh and say FUCK YOU, until you have lost a parent or have walked in my shoes, or had a father as great as mine...STFU..i swear next person comes at me wrong imma kill em, I plan on NEVER letting anyone talk bad about my daddy I'd kill for him as if he still had breath in his body. so WATCH IT..


A big up for me this year, to make matters some what better is that I made the Dean;s list, man that was a good feeling...cant promise I'll be on it this semester but hey, it is what it is...



I've seen alotta flaky ppl this year, lotta people losing their identity to fit in to a weak ass clique or a lame as group...lotta ppl hoeing the ppl who been there for them no matter what for ppl who use em everyday. Guess ass kissin is the new "HELLO" round these parts. Lotta niggas slinging this word petty like they wrote the definition to it. I just sit back and observe. WTF is a friend anymore....?? I'm lost on it...then you got the ppl who love to front page yo biz but put they shit in the glossary of a situation. EVERYBODY so quick to yap about what the next man doing...

if im not mistaken dont we call those people gossipers...naw more like dickriders...YEAH i said it... I'm tired of ppl PERIOD.. i been ready to slap a hand full of ppl and IDK if its the anger bottled up inside of me from losin my dad or maybe I just flat out dont like the ppl who I've faced this bullshit with.

IDK...i cant put my finger on it but I KNOW this, aint shit stoppin my show, so all the #sneakdissin, #asskissin, #lies, #bullshitters, #fakeasses, #bitches, #niggas, #sisters, #brothers... ETC


I got that mean me no good....do me a favor... walk down the ramp of 94..west or east and G0 PLAY IN TRAFFIC, u ppl have no purpose in life and damn sure not in mine. My attitude is virgin...IDGAF... dont believe me, check for the kid round campus, at work or just in the streets. My success shines brighter than this shit ya.ll throwing on my name, so hate on....hate on


welp its finals week so I'm done for now....lata gatas xoxo