Fade:2:Black..

Today was a pretty funny day to me..ppl really tried to test my patience..and i let out alot of fire that scorched alotta ppl but hey it was well needed & I feel betta and in the end thats ALL THAT MATTERS..normally I try to keep my cool when ppl piss me off but hey...it is what it is. Found alotta Chameleons in my grass ..ppl realy showed me their true colors so Im pretty glad about that, I swear the older I get the more things seem make sense, I have come to my senses and understand now that ppl are gonna do them regardless of what the hell you think or the advice you place on the table. My mama always says you can bring a horse to water but you cant make em drink. She aint neva lied.

I guess Im getting to the point where Im tryna take my life higher that where it currently is and I cannot do that with such heavy luggage so Im dropping ppl and problems off at the gates. If you REALLY down for me you will pack light and leave the drama or else get yo ass left on the run way. My mind, body and soul cannot and will not take the madness. This goes for family and friends. Sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do in order to succeed and if this means pissin off ppl then by all means Im prepared to make that move.

So with that being said....I been real reserved lately, not outgoing as much as I use to be and just takin notes, observing life and how ppl REALLY get down. They say ppl dont miss you until you gone, well I think its time i "FADE2BLACK"...kindness been taken for weakness lately and it seems like a continuing cycle with people who have come into my circle. Im grown now so its time I make grown decisions which may...scratch that WILL piss off alotta ppl but Im prepared it is what it is....

I look back at my life & smile because my growth & maturity has sky rocketed no MATTER what ppl on the outside looking in say, your NOT me so you wouldn't understand. I've discovered you gotta make yourself happy pleasing others come 2ND and lately I been putting that first....but all that is about to change...BELEE DAT (in my Trey songz voice lol)...well this is all for now, this is a very different blog for me but I guess it was needed...I'm out ppl till next time...YUUUUP!! l0l u KNOW that was Trey all day hahaha ♥ MUAH!!