Fuck YOU thought?....??

"He's Phoney She's Fake...thats the typah ppl I HATE"...

Been sittin back and observing alotta shit...lotta "nouns" u know PPL..PLACES..THINGS!!
I have been through so much in my 21 yrs of living...from fam BS..school BS...ugh! I must admit life has dealt me some weak ass cards but I'm still in the game & playin the shit outta my hand. I try not to be a sob story and tell my biz to the world...but if I do use it its to let ppl close to me know my walk of life and also as a tool to help my friends know that things could be much worst.


Lately I been peepin alotta F%*KED UP situations...and I'm tired of em...don't understand em.. and feel like they need to be left behind, my plate is too full to be dealin with bullsh*t & bullsh*tters so excuse me while I do the dishes. I have had ppl come and go in my life since i was born...left and right so it has neva been shit for me to go solo. The thing that hurts the most is when you bend over backwards for people, give your last when you don't know where your next is coming from. Lend ears and shoulders when you got problems your damn self and NO ONE returns the favor.


I think its bullsh*t!! People who claim to be the "Real deal" have turned out to be the fakest..and I think its best that I just be left alone and do mah "muthaf*kin" thang ...YA DIG?!?


The funniest thing I have experienced is that the fakest ppl be thinkin they friendship is the one u cannot do without...ahahahah F%CK U THOUGHT?? I came in this boy by myself and imma leave that way...no company needed...so if you real I appreciate the love if u a sometimey ass "friend"....thanks for the times we spent together....but u need to get outta mah way...I'm in it to win it and I need no one holding me down!!

I hear CONSTANTLY how I need to lighten up...be nicer...let ppl into my life...circle whateva u wanna call it BLAH..BLAH....well i say to hell with all that. I know my heart and I'm one of the sweetest women you'll ever meet but I will NOT be treated wrong when I'm giving my all to you weak ass ppl...who claim to be by my side till the "WORLD BLOW"...[[LMFA0]]..I'm G00D!! Nigga's forget about you after they use you up and throw all they problems on you, when they get a little company or a title and don't need you no more..when they climbing up in the world on a ladder you helped they ass build or when the grass lookin alil greener on the other side they leave Y0UR side..when they get a lil money after you handed they broke ass your last...ppl get real reluctant when you in need & you helped them get back on they feet!! haha...ain't that a b#tch!?


Fuck you thought?? you was dealing with a dummy and I'm just goin for the "okey doke" haha not so...all that negativity I really don't need..the sumtimey shit...i don't need..I got enough BS in my life and at this age I don't have time to clear all of my friends you should always have @ least one or two who are there when things get bad..when u on ur last..when u down and out...when your not the best..when ur attitude ain't flowers and fun...when you feel like giving up...when you don't believe in yourself..and "ehmm" I SEE VERY FEW that have walked that walk with me... thats fucked up ain't it???


Guess I've offically been chopped & screwed but its cool, because that last dollar I gave..I KNOW imma get it back plus some..that shoulder and ear I let ppl's problems wear out will heal, the moves I made for others when I could barely move for myself will be returned...so I'm good...

AYE...{smiles while writting this} FUCK YOU THOUGHT!?..imma be GREEEEAAATTTT!!!.. in my Tony the Tiger voice...allll day baby!!