He got angel eyes w/tha baby face..BUT HE A FREAK DOE..

Ok so I just read this interview with Trey Songz & I have to admit i JUST picked my damn jaw up off the ground. This has to be the TRILLEST  shit I have ever seen from Mr.Tremaine Neverson . He says on his blog that this interview has pissed alotta fans off because they didn't know this side of him...DAMN LIARS..if you listen to the man's songs he's basically tellin you EVERYTHING...he was not lying when he said he got some SEX "for ya stereo" haha!!.... I respect any person who can be real about what other ppl are afraid to touch. I'm not just sayin this because he's my fav artist...I just appreciate BLUNTNESS..and this my friend has put the icing on the cake...don't believe me...check it out below BONG!! haha < click here to see the interview 

Desire...of a BLACK W0MAN By Dallas juswannamakeit of EMU

0k so I got asked to read this poem by my friend Dallas, which just wrote and wanted to share it. Dallas is very talented & I've actually got chances to see him perform his poetry live numerous of times, I fell in love with this poem when I read it and I've asked him could I post it in my notes as a treat to all of my FEMALE & MALE friends ...ENJ0Y!!

Desire...of a BLACK WOMAN!
Written By Dallas


BLACK WOMAN...you are Ice Cold Holy Water when I am going threw HELL, and we are a Provocative Love story that one day we can tell. Let me be so many cool breezes on the Hottest day of the Year...You are the Holistically Topic of my discussion, not just my RIB, so allow me to make love to you My Career, And then Flip me into a Hypocrite Cause I beg for your moisture as I dry each tear, Want your River to Flow each year!. Damn Woman! You sweet, sticky thang! I am drenched in your wetness, SO this Kool-Aid smile contains the attitude of gratitude that you even allowed this to Happen, and thanks for not snapping when our Poetry and Rapping didn’t REFLECT your WORK! So this is me, taping....into your maple syrup ...And let each drip drop....drop S L O W L Y into my mouth...so I skip Downtown just to slip down South! This way I can be sipping Some flow from the mouth of your Mighty Mississippi...UNTIL I am TYPSY..or until there is none left! and if its done right you will make my last name become yourself.....This WOMAN, that I want to Love TO DEATH!... No, I actually want to LOVE her TO Life...Spoil Her as if SHE is my wife...the Love of my life! I don’t even need a number, I can just CALL you, beauty, goddess.. yum yum..or any other name. I want to think of her thoughts, which means her Mind is in my brain... My Black WOMEN ...YOU define Physics Even if you are out West, you still stay on the TIP of My TONGUE, so technically you occupy two Spaces Simultaneously, YOU ARE made of GOD and BODY....SAME as me, I worship your Dichotomy Shamelessly...because you Drown me and SET me on FIRE TOO!!! BLACK WOMAN....I DESIRE YOU! The Curves of your Body, and the length of your hair, Regardless if its SHORT or LONG....I really don’t care! But this isn’t FAIR, I guess this is why MEn want you all! MY BLACK women stand Strong and TALL, Like a....bathroom Stall. Staying wet like you’re flushed every second. If you never had this Type of WOMAN. I suggest …You get a BLACK WOMAN..Well ACTUALLY I RECOMMEND IT!

:RUN THIS T0WN:...WE ARE YEAH ii SAID IT WE ARE..

Heard this song while I was riding in chicago and thought i'd share it to all of the late bloomers...I love this song and I'll be the first to say that Jay was hot on this track but Ye'...simpy KILLED it but...the link is below so u all can judge for yourselves...this song is indeed my new motivation 

Chi Town

Been in Chicago since last sunday....yeah man a whole week and I got another week to go, with 6 pairs of clothes and 12 pairs of panties L0L....good thing theres a washer and dryer...or i would die, plan on adding new clothes to my collection along the way. My cousins don't want me to leave so I have to make due with my 6 fits and 12 undies and a washer and dryer l0l....this is true love i tell ya. I'm also not ready to go so that I can get the final report on my father, I dont wanna go home until he goes home, to his final resting place, been tough but I'm better than i was so i thank God for that.

On a lighter note, I went school shopping today with my cousins, it was really fun, I was worried about gettin stuff  for this new dorm I'm moving into come fall, but things have worked  out for me and today I got the cutest comforter set for my room in all of the colors I wanna use. Sounds lame I know guess thats what growing up does to ya.....I'm the dorm Martha Stewart l0l...   

Walked around downtown Chicago today that was fun, Lord knows i needed to clear my head, I miss my NSP fam though.....just been tryna take my days as they come and not think about what the future holds.....in my case I need to do this for a minute....!

well I'm blasting Trey though the headphones....his voice always calms me....ttyl blog!

Never Can Say ||GOODBYE||..

I have set here @ the computer for about 10mins trying to figure out exactly how to word my feelings for this blog...i got nothing...I'm goin through so much right now and I can't word it the way I wanna...but I need to spill it so I'll attempt to try....

Got word yesterday that my dad is dying, all five major organs are slowly but surely failing him, went in to see him in ICU, he was in and out, took one look at my brother and got choked up, then I got choked up and a piece of my drifted away. Theres so much my father has'nt seen us do yet, like have children, get married, graduate from college, finish making him proud. I feel like I've been robbed and I'm trying my best not to be upset w/God b/c my father is tired, he's suffered long enough and going home will be the best thing for him. I just cannot fully face those facts.

This man never thought less of me no matter what I did, he treated me better than my mother, I was not his little princess I was his queen. To him me and my brother were his world, in fact he's fought so hard for his life to make my brother & I happy and for that I thank him. He often went without so that me and my brother would not lack ANYTHING...and for that I am for ever grateful..I saw him today...so sick, so sad, so worn out, so tired, so helpless and I began to weep, all he ever wanted to do was please me and my brother and even when he completed that task he never felt it was enough. My daddy would not only give you the shirt off his back but buy you two just like it.


My mind has not fully wrapped itself around this situation so I keep praying and asking God to take his pain away and whisper in his ear, let him know that he is in great hands and that me and my brother will be ok. I ask that God gives us strength and keeps us. I havent been able to stop crying because I'm gonna miss him, but I won't worry b/c I know my warrior has finshed all battles and needs to rest.



So w/that being said daddy I THANK you for giving me life, I thank you for putting up with my mother's maddnes to give me and my brother a better life and a love that was especially made for me & Giovanni, I thank you for loving me no matter my flaws and being proud of my spite my smart mouth, tattoos, and my hard head. You have taught me soooooooooooooooooo much, like how to love, how to stand up for myself, how to make things happen and how to be a great rolemodel even when I haven't always been the best example.


Daddy I will cherish my love for cooking, smiling, music, finer things in life,bluntness and cockyness,being outgoing and my kindheartedness,which I recieved all from you... ;-)



I never thought I would see this day so soon because you have faught for so long...6 yrs to be exact, BUT I know your tired so I won't be stingy I'll just fall back...give it to God & let you rest...I love you Daddy


L0ve your, "Boo-ga-Lou" ;-) ♥

||Anticipation||..

Got the top on my lap...with Trey coming through my speakers, currently stuck on #5 on this imeem.com version of the mixtape and I'm not hardly finish with the whole tape.  This should give you an idea of just how SERIOUS this CD is. The song I'm stuck on is "infidelity" I think this man peeped into my heart when he wrote this, Mr.Tremaine Neverson you just "pulled me off the pew" and you talkin to me...wow...! This CD is really hot and Im N0T just saying that because I'm clearly in love with this sexy beast!! ;-) 

This CD does'nt have just one topic to it and thats why I adore it (in fact thats why I adore Trey) He does'nt just keep you on one road by the time you done with ANY CD he puts out...be it mixtape or CD you have been to lovers lane...stopped on Success Street, crossed on Confession Circle and stopped on reality road...may sound corny but its true shit...and thats why i L0VE TREY "TRIGGA S0NGZ...this man is the truth...

lotta shit been on my mind...and I'm so happy that he has thrown @ us this "anticipation" mixtape...i needed to mellow down :-)....thanx homie!!

Well thats all for now Bloggers...I'm sure I'll be back lata..

P.S i'm so [[READY]] F0R  ||R E A D Y||--->YUUUUUUP!! ♥  

Fuck YOU thought?....??

"He's Phoney She's Fake...thats the typah ppl I HATE"...

Been sittin back and observing alotta shit...lotta "nouns" u know PPL..PLACES..THINGS!!
I have been through so much in my 21 yrs of living...from fam BS..school BS...ugh! I must admit life has dealt me some weak ass cards but I'm still in the game & playin the shit outta my hand. I try not to be a sob story and tell my biz to the world...but if I do use it its to let ppl close to me know my walk of life and also as a tool to help my friends know that things could be much worst.


Lately I been peepin alotta F%*KED UP situations...and I'm tired of em...don't understand em.. and feel like they need to be left behind, my plate is too full to be dealin with bullsh*t & bullsh*tters so excuse me while I do the dishes. I have had ppl come and go in my life since i was born...left and right so it has neva been shit for me to go solo. The thing that hurts the most is when you bend over backwards for people, give your last when you don't know where your next is coming from. Lend ears and shoulders when you got problems your damn self and NO ONE returns the favor.


I think its bullsh*t!! People who claim to be the "Real deal" have turned out to be the fakest..and I think its best that I just be left alone and do mah "muthaf*kin" thang ...YA DIG?!?


The funniest thing I have experienced is that the fakest ppl be thinkin they friendship is the one u cannot do without...ahahahah F%CK U THOUGHT?? I came in this boy by myself and imma leave that way...no company needed...so if you real I appreciate the love if u a sometimey ass "friend"....thanks for the times we spent together....but u need to get outta mah way...I'm in it to win it and I need no one holding me down!!

I hear CONSTANTLY how I need to lighten up...be nicer...let ppl into my life...circle whateva u wanna call it BLAH..BLAH....well i say to hell with all that. I know my heart and I'm one of the sweetest women you'll ever meet but I will NOT be treated wrong when I'm giving my all to you weak ass ppl...who claim to be by my side till the "WORLD BLOW"...[[LMFA0]]..I'm G00D!! Nigga's forget about you after they use you up and throw all they problems on you, when they get a little company or a title and don't need you no more..when they climbing up in the world on a ladder you helped they ass build or when the grass lookin alil greener on the other side they leave Y0UR side..when they get a lil money after you handed they broke ass your last...ppl get real reluctant when you in need & you helped them get back on they feet!! haha...ain't that a b#tch!?


Fuck you thought?? you was dealing with a dummy and I'm just goin for the "okey doke" haha not so...all that negativity I really don't need..the sumtimey shit...i don't need..I got enough BS in my life and at this age I don't have time to clear all of my friends you should always have @ least one or two who are there when things get bad..when u on ur last..when u down and out...when your not the best..when ur attitude ain't flowers and fun...when you feel like giving up...when you don't believe in yourself..and "ehmm" I SEE VERY FEW that have walked that walk with me... thats fucked up ain't it???


Guess I've offically been chopped & screwed but its cool, because that last dollar I gave..I KNOW imma get it back plus some..that shoulder and ear I let ppl's problems wear out will heal, the moves I made for others when I could barely move for myself will be returned...so I'm good...

AYE...{smiles while writting this} FUCK YOU THOUGHT!?..imma be GREEEEAAATTTT!!!.. in my Tony the Tiger voice...allll day baby!!

LIL MZ.NU-NU

OK...so Wayne wasn't lyin when he made "Every Girl in the World" and he is slowly but surely tryna accomplish his mission of doin EVERY GIRL IN THE WORLD. the fantastic four so far has been..Toya..Trina..Nivea..Lauren. Can't ya'll see he slowly went from Milk Chocolate to peanut butter in a matter of a few years..lol... I know Hov betta watch out before he have Bee "uh oh'n" somewhere in his mansion lol....damn shame..!!

Well PPL..here is proof that EVERY man's favorite from 18-30 is PREGO and word is its Weezy's..wonder if her and Nivea will give a babyshower together since word is they both havin boys...I see a "Nivea and Lauren show" on BET real soon LMFAO!! Aye Tiny & Toya got one...why not??

Trey is doin thee DAMN THANG...L0L.. :-)

Shorty just text me, says she want to sex meLOL smiley face, LOL smiley faceShorty sent a twitpic saying come and get this,LOL smiley face, LOL smiley face


heard this song today as i went onto Trey's homepage....and fell in love...i don't care for souljah Boy or Gucci too much and they both on this track and it sounds GOOD!!! I cannot wait for this man's CD to drop this summer...if he pushes it back any longer imma cry lol...no really i am..

Putting it all on the table[[Thee longest Blog in history]]...

"I'm Hopin That Aint Nobody Else As Special As [[You]] When I Say I've Been Disappointed Im Addressin A [[Few]] I Finesse Then I Groove While Most Of The 8 To 9's In My Past Now Get A Rating Thats Less Than A [2]" --Drake♥

I sat here today and Drake came through my speakers, but it was'nt "Best ii Ever Had"..."Uptown" or "Successful"...it was "Special"...if you don't know it I suggest you google it, download it or play the mixtape. I'll try to add it to my page for ya too. The quote I have above is a part from the song, out of the whole song this is the part that stuck to my brain like gum on shoes.

I don't know who the special [[YOU]] is just yet but I know when I get him he WILL be better than the rest I eva had. I have had 2 serious relationships in my life and another that I consider a "stepping stool" for heart ache...it was a highschool love and we ended due to priorites being tainted and our maturity levels...ones was quite higher than the other...and baby mine was through the roof...NEVA been one to toot my own horn but...BEEP BEEP!! I know my role and I play it well, I'm far from a "WIFEY" I consider those temps...they neva last long. I am a WIFE and I play my part for my man with or without the ring because thats me..if its in you its in you, if you only play that part with the ring, how will the guy decide if he really wants to put the ring on ya finger...I know if you not bringing anything to the table and I'm looking for a wife and your not displaying the qualities of a wife...Imma keep it moving. We as women sometimes for get what mama taught us, we so quick to bust it open and show our guy off that we forget to get to know him on a higher level. MOST of us date a guy for YEARS and we never meet his mother, family don't know what his favorite color is, biggest goals, fears or his background.

I take time to learn these things but not with every guy, thats why I HATE starting over and getting to know another man, your first real love usually sets the standards for the next man and unfortunately no one has been able to beat my top 2....SMH....and this is why I'm delayed on love. I know I know..comparing sets you back but hey I can't help it, my relationships were far from short term, I can't seem to beat the 2 year mark..but those we two great years...boiling down to four years total between the two relationships. I've grown over the years and I feel like its safe to say spite what I've been through I can't miss out on my blessing soooooo....(TAKES A DEEP BREATH) I guess I'll get back in this love bowl.....YEAH I SAID IT...

So here you have it...I Jamia Franchesca Gulley has offically said it...here on blogger.com "I'm feeling the need to get back on the map"...settle down and find the [1]..make a long story short I want to date again...(runs to wash out mouth from that statement I just confessed)

I chilled with and old time friend last night...watched some movies,laughed and chilled..and when the lights went out things got "cakish" and I felt so WEIRD!! I mean he didnt try to take me down or nothing it was qute cute if we were trying out for the sequel to "The NoteBook" but I could'nt get with it. In fact i was irritated as hell, the touch of his hand on mine made me annoyed, the innocent cuddling and his head resting on mine was just ugh..it sounds mean I know and I felt bad, but what you and [him] may FAIL to realize is I've been SINGLE for almost two years now,(august 16th to be exact) so certain things I'm no longer use to. Sure we all have our 1 thangs that we chill with call up and hang with but that whole staring into the eyes, holding hands and kissing with the eyes closed I can no longer get with.

Its like running cross country for years and then you stop and try to start again without training or running in YEARS...your not gonna do as well with it or be as comfortable as you were before...thats how I look at my love life. I have purposely took routes to miss that "L" word so trying to get back into it is quite uncomfortable.

As of now I think I'll just play it cool, I have over 15 numbers in my phone that I have pulled since the fireworks downtown...from EMU to deep west Detroit..I'm pulling em...BUT thats not my M.O not even a little, I have accepted friendships, went out on dates, accepted sweet lil text on the just because tip but I want that with my #1 and until I find him I'll just be sitting on the side line..chilling. Gotta cut this team short...this fast life ain't for me, so I'm back on my "me time" tip I got one guy who I really like.

ALOT...he just does something to me, we argue alot and I love it and so does he lol....stupid I know but then again I argue with all my male friends. I've been knowin him for a minute...but I don't feel he's what I need. We haven't talked too much lately because he's busy running up and down the game field for school and I'm working, living and growing. I can't sit still, thats just not me and as long as he has that ball to love, he can't focus on me...so ONCE again I'll be doin me until my day comes.

I enjoy time spent with him he gives me butterflies and I love his smile, conversations and attention. Time is never wasted with him but things happen so if we meant to be...WE WILL...if not we WON'T but I don't regret ANYTHING....

well ;-) this HAS to be thee LONGEST blog I have written....oh well it was long over due...so ENJOY!!