Too much thinking not enough brain...

DAMN...


I'm no good @ this ish...I log on here when I need some motivation or a mind banger from the great [Fresh Meeks...Young Hov...or iirZ] :SIDE NOTE:-->where the hell is iirZ..?? BEEN M.I.A on this blogger tip kid...!

On a heavier note I been doin alotta thinking...some shit has crossed my mind that should'nt won't give too much away if any..but hey thats life...today Im chillin the weather is nice...just got a hair cut...lol sounds so boyish I know. I cut it really short, one because I had to....two because I had to and three because it was time for a change. I also watched the game yesterday and pissed L0TS of ppl off...yes I was the only person in the room standing on top of the kitchen counter (stanky leggin) my life away b/c Magics beat Lebron's ass by one whole point.!! lol...I know I know...your about ready to click that good red [X] in the top right hand corner of your screen after reading this but WHO CARES... I had to be the odd ball on that note..Dwight Howard needs his time to shine...Lebron needs to take a rest just like Kobe did.

Speaking of Kobe...thats who I REALLY want to take it all...fuck all the small talk if it ain't Kobe...it ain't arrogant enough for me lol!!

Today I got a text from my niecey pooh! Shes talking about prom...OMJ...it scares me that she and my two fellas are growing up....and it really scares me that in less than three months they will officially leave the nest...and it will be safe to say we are all OUT OF THE HOUSE AND GROWN ASS TEENAGERS LOL!! I know Im going to cry come graduation and shit even prom...I love these kids. and they will always be kids to me....I guess I know how my sister felt and why she did the fool on me EVERYDAY my senior year and freshman yr of college..she was scared to let go!!! and so am I. Another thing that is laying on my brain is my brother Dezvon. OMG this nigga is talking about colleges too and he's only a junior!! I know thats the perfect time to be looking for schools, but the fact that he is growing up scares the shit out of me too!!



This boy even has a beard and I'm sure its not from drinking milk! I walked back down memory lane last night and I thought about the days when he was still playing with cars LMFA0....listening to his Mike Jackson CD..singing butterflies loud as hell like he was the only one in the house.(don't kill me for exposing you bro) L0L...
now he's filling out college apps, kissing girls and owns more polo then Ralph himself. Either I'm getting old or these kids are no longer kids and I need to accept that...!! NOPE....i think I'm just gettin old.


I'll be 21 in 11 days...DAMN!! wonder what I'll do.....I really haven't even given it any thought....and the big 21 don't seem so big...I guess when you find a aim in life you don't really have too much time from fun....idk....as long as I get a coldstone cake....some 1800 and my friends...I'm cool!! l0l....


P.S....been doin more thinkin lol.....I think its time to get this roster together...for the summer draft....time for my key players from winter to chill and give my rookies the ball lol....aye I'm not a player I just ....CRUSH ALOT....ALOT...ALOT!! ;-)