THANK ME N0W... May 20th

Ok so I can't sleep this morning, flipping through and surfing the net I decided to go to my favorite get away place besides here... ||TWITTER|| as I went down my timeline I saw Trey Songz talking to big time video producer and photographer Anthony Mandler, I then clicked his page, which seemed boring until I saw Drake's blog link (octobersveryown.net) I lost touch with his blog due to college and work; but I'm glad Mr. Mandler put it back in my view. Drake is the SHIT hands down, and has went from being my favorite character on Degrassi to one of my top favorite artist in the music industry. Very few artist can take what I'm thinking and feeling and put it in EVERY song. He oddly does that for me, I'm still fly is my "feeling myself; fuck you haters" mood July is my "damn Im in this love shit AGAIN" mood  Fall for your type, is well....just what the title tells you it is mood and "FIND YOUR LOVE" has become my outlet to such a serious emotion... Due to my boring life I didnt know there was a video to this song until I heard through word of mouth... I then went to Drake's blog and got a chance to see it and the damn thing left me S P E E C H L E S S.. it was to the point where I got emotional. I wont tell you about the video; in fact I've taken the liberty of posting it below in case you didnt see it or sadly viewed it on 106 you know they NEVER show you the whole video (damn black ppl). This video REALLY hit me because love does KILL us... its painful, hard to keep up with, frustrating, irritating yet we long for it. This video was amazing cant say it enough and I appreciate GREAT videos that go hand in hand with the damn song....so with that being said...THANK YOU DRAKE for being my walking, talking, singing, rapping, mouthpiece. Fuck thanking you later...i need to thank you NOW... i appreciate you...good looking my dude.

Quote of the day: MANY can be good but FEW become GREAT; if you have a message inside dont bottle it up, let it out..but be sure you use a creative and clear way to get it through... then GREATNESS can be YOU  --Mia G.

back on my poetic ish: "untitled"

you kiss me so passionate,  I kiss back so lame...
here we go again with this love drained game.
Am i the one to blame, since you say I've now
 changed its getting to the point I'm forgetting
your name. Is it because I dont love you or
because I dont care I say neither but my actions
make  you feel like this love aint really there.
 I apologize in head for all I've done...
thought and said. Although this is draining
my heart know my love was real from the start.
I hate to see you cry, we fuss and fight no matter
whos wrong and whos right. I know love has its ups
and downs but baby we dragging the ground, Im not
the woman you thought you found, never was, never
will be not as far as my eyes can see. Your expecting
too much from me, and I'm numb to love I thought I
made that clear and the fact you dont see it is my biggest fear.
I can't follow nor will I lead, this whole situation is causing my heart
 to bleed. I've created a dangerous love I can no longer feed.
So dangerous that I long for you in the middle of the night,
your nibble on my lips and that soft playful bite. I need you
to touch me, make my body complete...then kiss my body
from my head to my feet. Although this is feels so real baby
 I must go, this love we have created can't live here no'mo.
I love you believe me I do, but this dangerous love has
our hearts black and blue. This addictive love, this let no
outsiders in love..this trill love...this hood love.. this
unexplained misunderstood love. You feel I'm playing you,
I feel you got someone new we accuse each other and abuse
 eachother. This love must die its unhealthy so good bye...(sighs)
easier said than done this is our love run, we've passed the finish line
so many times and made love to so many rhymes. Please understand
that if we cant break away then from a distance we must stay. 
My mind i can open but how do I close my heart. I'm in cuffs,
baby we are slaves to our love..you've got my key...and refuse
 to unlock me. I've unlocked you but you refuse to go free...
you refuse to leave me. This is a toxic love and I am contaminated.
 A sweet love and I have a cavity from it. A painful love and I am sore
from it. A happy love and  I am smiling from it. A caged love and I am
captured from it. you kiss me so passionate,  I kiss back so lame...here
 we go again with this love drained game, this is a never ending
cycle indeed you have become Billie Jean and I am Michael.
This love is something unique but we gotta let it go; indeed
it was special but it wont allow us to grow.
so take my hand on this adventure to find  the "outta love" door.
there gotta be something on the other side BETTER in store.
--written by: Mia G (urs truly)

one word blog..

irritated....pissed...angry...happy (at times) ....alone....forgotten....incomplete....reckless...ignored...unloved....emotional.....educated..... persistant ..faithful...blunt...aggravated...annoyed...unfinished...tired...sore...scared..


just a few to start me off...i have decided I will do these once in a while instead of giving a LONG blog.. -)

#FAN[0F]aFAN

in the music world, i have developed a new liking that I have decided to share with the world. I think this collabo was one of the best pairs next to Trey & Drake. Good shit....there are 15 trax on this mix tape and I enjoyed ALL 15 which is NOT common for picky ole me, this CD is indeed the shit and the fact that its free makes it even more great. Some artist put out #LAME tapes b/c they are not getting paid for them...but this one along with Trey, Wale, Wiz & Fab are the BEST out

if you dont have it consider this my early christmas present to YOU #thankmelater (Drake voice)

(click the CD cover above for the free download)

Quote of the Day:

On ya path to success remember, The brighter you
shine the more shade they'll try to throw... Shine baby shine!! --trey songz

.......S0ULJAH B0i SH0W EM...

I saw this picture on twitter and had to look twice, I dont even care for this lil boy...but his smile and body is amazing...also iLOVE tattoos so the fact that his body is marked up like the subway in harlem is PLUS. He can keep his raps and just stand there so I can stare This lil souljah has grown up.. yikes