Aye...whats good Blog world????
Damn its been a minute...but hey I'm back...NEVA been one to pour out my heart...but shits been crazy nowadays...
Life has been hitting me with some tough situations lately....seems like slowly but surely [Mz.Mia] is drifting outta the lime light...friends ain't friends no more...just cool enemies waiting to happen. I cleaned my plate in January of "dead weight" and truth be told I'm still not done with the dishes. Its been proven every body doesn't have the same motives as me and "hating...greed..and jealousy" is the new cancer around these parts. I recently lost a 4 year friendship over a couch LMFA0...haha oowee funny shit...but Ya'll get where I'm coming from, niggas feed off insignificant shit, silly rabbits! Guess every body tryna find themselves, well I'll be long gone, so I hope the treasure hunt is worth it. On another note my dad's been sick lately, I mean tough tone sickness....Diabetes...I (HATE) that damn word. For the past 5 1/2 years my daddy has been holding his own, making grown man moves from his hospital bed to better me and my brother's life and I adore him for this. If you can't tell by now I'm a daddy's girl...my father has been the BEST man in the world to me...when the boyfriend's and one thangs disappear and put the brand new card's on the table...my DADDY is there to be my EVERYTHING. Guess that's why I have never been dependable on a man, papi raised me better than that.Lately my Big homie has been ready to give up, he had his leg amputated last month and I liked to died when I heard that news....he has ALWAYS been my rock, so if he gives up then what do I do?? This man is MY motivation....so if he gives up then its all bad...but I know he won't...for some odd reason I just feel like he's gonna prove me right and get outta the slums ASAP.
Another thing that's been killing me is this whole "Numb to love" mind frame... I wouldn't say killing me as in I need love cuz I'm no LL...but I been told that its possible that I have missed out on "MR.Right" with this attitude. Ha! I think that's some funny ish...so..you know what I say to it....fuck it!!! As of now I'm cool with this single life....been this way for a grip. I'm not in the mode for a one nite thing especially with these yung boys we G.A.W's (grown ass women) been left with ....if you not tryna wife me....then leave me be & that's real shit. Next relationship I'm working on is w/ Mr. Trigga "Trey" SongZ ;-) & Mr. Willie Taylor (DAY 26)...! Don't hate lol...
Well thats all for now peeps....guess I'll hit the bed and listen to my baby sis Paris snore on the couch lol..
Oh yeah and SHOUT OUT so My sister Tay and Bro Ronnie and my nephew Conner happy Christening yung boi lol... Another shout out goes to Jamar and his BIG BIZ!! won't tell it just yet...but I know I got some free day 26 tickets coming SOON LMFA0!!
I'm out Bloggers......HOLLA!!!
